{"id":124,"date":"2021-11-01T14:20:44","date_gmt":"2021-11-01T18:20:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.ryerson.ca\/thebigsea\/?post_type=chapter&p=124"},"modified":"2022-01-28T10:27:04","modified_gmt":"2022-01-28T15:27:04","slug":"ive-known-rivers","status":"publish","type":"chapter","link":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/chapter\/ive-known-rivers\/","title":{"raw":"I've Known Rivers","rendered":"I’ve Known Rivers"},"content":{"raw":"That November the First World War ended. In Cleveland, everybody poured into the streets to celebrate the Armistice. Negroes, too, although Negroes were increasingly beginning to wonder where, for them, was that democracy they had fought to preserve. In Cleveland, a liberal city, the color line began to be drawn tighter and tighter. Theaters and restaurants in the downtown area began to refuse to accommodate colored people. Landlords doubled and tripled the rents at the approach of a dark tenant. And when the white soldiers came back from the war, Negroes were often discharged from their jobs and white men hired in their places.\r\n\r\nThe end of the war! But many of the students at Central kept talking, not about the end of the war, but about Russia, where Lenin had taken power in the name of the workers, who made everything, and who would now own everything they made. \u201cNo more pogroms,\u201d the Jews said, \u201cno more race hatred, no more landlords.\u201d John Reed\u2019s Ten Days That Shook the World<\/em> shook Central High School, too.\r\n\r\nThe daily papers pictured the Bolsheviki as the greatest devils on earth, but I didn\u2019t see how they could be that bad if they had done away with race hatred and landlords\u2014two evils that I knew well at first hand.\r\n\r\nMy father raised my allowance that year, so I was able to help my mother with the expenses of our household. It was a pleasant year for me, for I was a senior. I was elected Class Poet and Editor of our Year Book. As an officer in the drill corps, I wore a khaki uniform and leather puttees, and gave orders. I went calling on a little brownskin girl, who was as old as I was\u2014seventeen\u2014but only in junior high school, because she had just come up from the poor schools of the South. I met her at a dance at the Longwood Gym. She had big eyes and skin like rich chocolate. Sometimes she wore a red dress that was very becoming to her, so I wrote a poem about her that declared:\r\n
When Susanna Jones wears red\r\nHer face is like an ancient cameo\r\nTurned brown by the ages.\r\n\r\nCome with a blast of trumpets,\r\nJesus!\r\n\r\nWhen Susanna Jones wears red\r\nA queen from some time-dead Egyptian night\r\nWalks once again.\r\n\r\nBlow trumpets, Jesus!\r\n\r\nAnd the beauty of Susanna Jones in red\r\nBurns in my heart a love-fire sharp like pain.\r\n\r\nSweet silver trumpets,\r\nJesus!<\/blockquote>\r\nI had a whole notebook full of poems by now, and another one full of verses and jingles. I always tried to keep verses and poems apart, although I saw no harm in writing verses if you felt like it, and poetry if you could.\r\n\r\nJune came. And graduation. Like most graduations, it made you feel both sorry and glad: sorry to be leaving and glad to be going. Some students were planning to enter college, but not many, because there was no money for college in most of Central\u2019s families.\r\n\r\nMy father had written me to come to Mexico again to discuss with him my future plans. He hinted that he would send me to college if I intended to go, and he thought I had better go.\r\n\r\nI didn\u2019t want to return to Mexico, but I had a feeling I\u2019d never get any further education if I didn\u2019t, since my mother wanted me to go to work and be, as she put it, \u201cof some use to her.\u201d She demanded to know how I would look going off to college and she there working like a dog!\r\n\r\nI said I thought I could be of more help to her once I got an education than I could if I went to work fresh out of high school, because nobody could do much on the salary of a porter or a bus boy. And such jobs offered no advancement for a Negro.\r\n\r\nBut about my going to join my father, my mother acted much as she had done the year before. I guess it is the old story of divorced parents who don\u2019t like each other, and take their grievances out on the offspring. I got the feeling then that I\u2019d like to get away from home altogether, both homes, and that maybe if I went to Mexico one more time, I could go to college somewhere in some new place, and be on my own.\r\n\r\nSo I went back to Toluca.\r\n\r\nMy mother let me go to the station alone, and I felt pretty bad when I got on the train. I felt bad for the next three or four years, to tell the truth, and those were the years when I wrote most of my poetry. (For my best poems were all written when I felt the worst. When I was happy, I didn\u2019t write anything.)\r\n\r\nThe one of my poems that has perhaps been most often reprinted in anthologies, was written on the train during this trip to Mexico when I was feeling very bad. It\u2019s called \u201cThe Negro Speaks of Rivers\u201d and was written just outside St. Louis, as the train rolled toward Texas.\r\n\r\nIt came about in this way. All day on the train I had been thinking about my father and his strange dislike of his own people. I didn\u2019t understand it, because I was a Negro, and I liked Negroes very much. One of the happiest jobs I had ever had was during my freshman year in high school, when I worked behind the soda fountain for a Mrs. Kitzmiller, who ran a refreshment parlor on Central Avenue in the heart of the colored neighborhood. People just up from the South used to come in for ice cream and sodas and watermelon. And I never tired of hearing them talk, listening to the thunderclaps of their laughter, to their troubles, to their discussions of the war and the men who had gone to Europe from the Jim Crow South, their complaints over the high rent and the long overtime hours that brought what seemed like big checks, until the weekly bills were paid. They seemed to me like the gayest and the bravest people possible\u2014these Negroes from the Southern ghettos\u2014facing tremendous odds, working and laughing and trying to get somewhere in the world.\r\n\r\nI had been in to dinner early that afternoon on the train. Now it was just sunset, and we crossed the Mississippi, slowly, over a long bridge. I looked out the window of the Pullman at the great muddy river flowing down toward the heart of the South, and I began to think what that river, the old Mississippi, had meant to Negroes in the past\u2014how to be sold down the river was the worst fate that could overtake a slave in times of bondage. Then I remembered reading how Abraham Lincoln had made a trip down the Mississippi on a raft to New Orleans, and how he had seen slavery at its worst, and had decided within himself that it should be removed from American life. Then I began to think about other rivers in our past\u2014the Congo, and the Niger, and the Nile in Africa\u2014and the thought came to me: \u201cI\u2019ve known rivers,\u201d and I put it down on the back of an envelope I had in my pocket, and within the space of ten or fifteen minutes, as the train gathered speed in the dusk, I had written this poem, which I called \u201cThe Negro Speaks of Rivers\u201d:\r\n
I\u2019ve known rivers:\r\nI\u2019ve known rivers ancient as the world and older than the flow of human blood in human veins.\r\n\r\nMy soul has grown deep like the rivers.\r\n\r\nI bathed in the Euphrates when dawns were young.\r\nI built my hut near the Congo and it lulled me to sleep.\r\nI looked upon the Nile and raised the pyramids above it.\r\nI heard the singing of the Mississippi when Abe Lincoln went down to New Orleans, and I\u2019ve seen\r\nits muddy bosom turn all golden in the sunset.\r\n\r\nI\u2019ve known rivers:\r\nAncient, dusky rivers.\r\n\r\nMy soul has grown deep like the rivers.<\/blockquote>\r\nNo doubt I changed a few words the next day, or maybe crossed out a line or two. But there are seldom many changes in my poems, once they\u2019re down. Generally, the first two or three lines come to me from something I\u2019m thinking about, or looking at, or doing, and the rest of the poem (if there is to be a poem) flows from those first few lines, usually right away. If there is a chance to put the poem down then, I write it down. If not, I try to remember it until I get to a pencil and paper; for poems are like rainbows: they escape you quickly.","rendered":"

That November the First World War ended. In Cleveland, everybody poured into the streets to celebrate the Armistice. Negroes, too, although Negroes were increasingly beginning to wonder where, for them, was that democracy they had fought to preserve. In Cleveland, a liberal city, the color line began to be drawn tighter and tighter. Theaters and restaurants in the downtown area began to refuse to accommodate colored people. Landlords doubled and tripled the rents at the approach of a dark tenant. And when the white soldiers came back from the war, Negroes were often discharged from their jobs and white men hired in their places.<\/p>\n

The end of the war! But many of the students at Central kept talking, not about the end of the war, but about Russia, where Lenin had taken power in the name of the workers, who made everything, and who would now own everything they made. \u201cNo more pogroms,\u201d the Jews said, \u201cno more race hatred, no more landlords.\u201d John Reed\u2019s Ten Days That Shook the World<\/em> shook Central High School, too.<\/p>\n

The daily papers pictured the Bolsheviki as the greatest devils on earth, but I didn\u2019t see how they could be that bad if they had done away with race hatred and landlords\u2014two evils that I knew well at first hand.<\/p>\n

My father raised my allowance that year, so I was able to help my mother with the expenses of our household. It was a pleasant year for me, for I was a senior. I was elected Class Poet and Editor of our Year Book. As an officer in the drill corps, I wore a khaki uniform and leather puttees, and gave orders. I went calling on a little brownskin girl, who was as old as I was\u2014seventeen\u2014but only in junior high school, because she had just come up from the poor schools of the South. I met her at a dance at the Longwood Gym. She had big eyes and skin like rich chocolate. Sometimes she wore a red dress that was very becoming to her, so I wrote a poem about her that declared:<\/p>\n

When Susanna Jones wears red
\nHer face is like an ancient cameo
\nTurned brown by the ages.<\/p>\n

Come with a blast of trumpets,
\nJesus!<\/p>\n

When Susanna Jones wears red
\nA queen from some time-dead Egyptian night
\nWalks once again.<\/p>\n

Blow trumpets, Jesus!<\/p>\n

And the beauty of Susanna Jones in red
\nBurns in my heart a love-fire sharp like pain.<\/p>\n

Sweet silver trumpets,
\nJesus!<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I had a whole notebook full of poems by now, and another one full of verses and jingles. I always tried to keep verses and poems apart, although I saw no harm in writing verses if you felt like it, and poetry if you could.<\/p>\n

June came. And graduation. Like most graduations, it made you feel both sorry and glad: sorry to be leaving and glad to be going. Some students were planning to enter college, but not many, because there was no money for college in most of Central\u2019s families.<\/p>\n

My father had written me to come to Mexico again to discuss with him my future plans. He hinted that he would send me to college if I intended to go, and he thought I had better go.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t want to return to Mexico, but I had a feeling I\u2019d never get any further education if I didn\u2019t, since my mother wanted me to go to work and be, as she put it, \u201cof some use to her.\u201d She demanded to know how I would look going off to college and she there working like a dog!<\/p>\n

I said I thought I could be of more help to her once I got an education than I could if I went to work fresh out of high school, because nobody could do much on the salary of a porter or a bus boy. And such jobs offered no advancement for a Negro.<\/p>\n

But about my going to join my father, my mother acted much as she had done the year before. I guess it is the old story of divorced parents who don\u2019t like each other, and take their grievances out on the offspring. I got the feeling then that I\u2019d like to get away from home altogether, both homes, and that maybe if I went to Mexico one more time, I could go to college somewhere in some new place, and be on my own.<\/p>\n

So I went back to Toluca.<\/p>\n

My mother let me go to the station alone, and I felt pretty bad when I got on the train. I felt bad for the next three or four years, to tell the truth, and those were the years when I wrote most of my poetry. (For my best poems were all written when I felt the worst. When I was happy, I didn\u2019t write anything.)<\/p>\n

The one of my poems that has perhaps been most often reprinted in anthologies, was written on the train during this trip to Mexico when I was feeling very bad. It\u2019s called \u201cThe Negro Speaks of Rivers\u201d and was written just outside St. Louis, as the train rolled toward Texas.<\/p>\n

It came about in this way. All day on the train I had been thinking about my father and his strange dislike of his own people. I didn\u2019t understand it, because I was a Negro, and I liked Negroes very much. One of the happiest jobs I had ever had was during my freshman year in high school, when I worked behind the soda fountain for a Mrs. Kitzmiller, who ran a refreshment parlor on Central Avenue in the heart of the colored neighborhood. People just up from the South used to come in for ice cream and sodas and watermelon. And I never tired of hearing them talk, listening to the thunderclaps of their laughter, to their troubles, to their discussions of the war and the men who had gone to Europe from the Jim Crow South, their complaints over the high rent and the long overtime hours that brought what seemed like big checks, until the weekly bills were paid. They seemed to me like the gayest and the bravest people possible\u2014these Negroes from the Southern ghettos\u2014facing tremendous odds, working and laughing and trying to get somewhere in the world.<\/p>\n

I had been in to dinner early that afternoon on the train. Now it was just sunset, and we crossed the Mississippi, slowly, over a long bridge. I looked out the window of the Pullman at the great muddy river flowing down toward the heart of the South, and I began to think what that river, the old Mississippi, had meant to Negroes in the past\u2014how to be sold down the river was the worst fate that could overtake a slave in times of bondage. Then I remembered reading how Abraham Lincoln had made a trip down the Mississippi on a raft to New Orleans, and how he had seen slavery at its worst, and had decided within himself that it should be removed from American life. Then I began to think about other rivers in our past\u2014the Congo, and the Niger, and the Nile in Africa\u2014and the thought came to me: \u201cI\u2019ve known rivers,\u201d and I put it down on the back of an envelope I had in my pocket, and within the space of ten or fifteen minutes, as the train gathered speed in the dusk, I had written this poem, which I called \u201cThe Negro Speaks of Rivers\u201d:<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve known rivers:
\nI\u2019ve known rivers ancient as the world and older than the flow of human blood in human veins.<\/p>\n

My soul has grown deep like the rivers.<\/p>\n

I bathed in the Euphrates when dawns were young.
\nI built my hut near the Congo and it lulled me to sleep.
\nI looked upon the Nile and raised the pyramids above it.
\nI heard the singing of the Mississippi when Abe Lincoln went down to New Orleans, and I\u2019ve seen
\nits muddy bosom turn all golden in the sunset.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve known rivers:
\nAncient, dusky rivers.<\/p>\n

My soul has grown deep like the rivers.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

No doubt I changed a few words the next day, or maybe crossed out a line or two. But there are seldom many changes in my poems, once they\u2019re down. Generally, the first two or three lines come to me from something I\u2019m thinking about, or looking at, or doing, and the rest of the poem (if there is to be a poem) flows from those first few lines, usually right away. If there is a chance to put the poem down then, I write it down. If not, I try to remember it until I get to a pencil and paper; for poems are like rainbows: they escape you quickly.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":299,"menu_order":9,"template":"","meta":{"pb_show_title":"on","pb_short_title":"","pb_subtitle":"","pb_authors":[],"pb_section_license":""},"chapter-type":[49],"contributor":[],"license":[],"class_list":["post-124","chapter","type-chapter","status-publish","hentry","chapter-type-numberless"],"part":3,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/chapter"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/299"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/124\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":293,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/124\/revisions\/293"}],"part":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/parts\/3"}],"metadata":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapters\/124\/metadata\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"chapter-type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/pressbooks\/v2\/chapter-type?post=124"},{"taxonomy":"contributor","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/contributor?post=124"},{"taxonomy":"license","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pressbooks.library.torontomu.ca\/thebigsea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/license?post=124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}